Friday, August 13, 2010

His Story

A Part of His Story
part 2 of "A Story"

His story is Complex. The layers are to deep that if i cut into then to fast the risk of bleeding to death may cause him pain he hasn't felt in a while. Remember how much he use to dream. how sleep would be just that... of course not.. i have yet to say anything. Ill jump to the past in another post. Ill tell you what he told me about today.

Cleaning Up A Goodbye


Days become weeks

weeks become months and months eventually become years.

All that time with out a proper goodbye…..


He woke up and realized that he let his room become a mess. he couldn't walk without stepping on cloths and other random things like pens, books and art supplies. A project he said. he began by sitting on the floor to sort everything, papers,bags, clean cloths, dirty cloths, the memories, and then his time stops ticking. reading moments left behind out loud. No one told us that words really do paint pictures. Some pictures are sweet, nice and comforting and others not so much.


Words dance around the room, around him, around his mind... so silent to the human ear but so loud to his heart.


he saw a note to himself one he wrote to himself but that not will be in the next post!


Paper by paper he read each word to himself and threw those papers away.


3hours later the room is pretty much clean the imprint of those memories will always be there.. see ..he told me there is no real way to say or clean up a goodbye, knowing that those will always be memories that haunt ..all you can really do is let go.. as he walked to the trash can...that's just what he did.. Let go




Monday, January 18, 2010

Friday, March 07, 2008 Confuseing Reality?

I lost myself in a world
were to die is the only way to get some rest
The more I try to forget
the more i fall apart

to understand this life style is so funny
i missunderstood the rules
who knew the moon would be the sun
dim soft light above me
as tears of shame and guilt
fall right though me
speak of nothing
i'll hope for the best
will this stay the same
or will you runaway like everything
in Life

Jimmy Lopez..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

JMG Model & Talent
219 North Second Street, Suit 401

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Fax: 612-338-2087

Statistics:

Height - 5'11" Eyes - DK Brown Hair - Black Shoe - 9

Weight - 195 Suit Size - 42R Waist - 34 Inseam – 31

Experience:

Print

Jim Woosley, Commercial/Fashion Photographer

Dani Werner, Commercial Photographer

J. Darius Davis, Commercial/Fashion Photographer

Runway

Matrix Hair Show
MN
Talent Showcase
IMTA
New York

Training:

Team Runway Coaching Nong Souvannasane Caryn International

Tips on Auditioning Tom Logan Caryn International

Photo Movement James Pentaudi Caryn International

Monologue Coaching Barbe Marshall Caryn International

Sitcom Coaching Barbe Marshall Caryn International

Performance 1 Brett Witta Caryn International

Image Enhancement Brett Witta Caryn International

Communication Skills Brett Witta Caryn International

Nutrition & Exercise Brett Witta Caryn International

Basic Runway Brett Witta Caryn International

Pro Model Workshop Ann Cazaban Caryn International

Business Etiquette Ann Cazaban Caryn International

Advanced Runway Ann Cazaban Caryn International

Hobbies:

Acting, Modeling, Photography, Skateboarding(Still Learning), Downhill Skiing, Soccer

* Competed In The International Model and Talent Association (IMTA)*